hmm.

daes din update le.

first i wana sae.

we are over le.

yup.

we break le.

hai.

again.

hai.

im real sad.

i ask him.

nth can be help le mah?

den he sae mi i onli noe wana help when theres prob.

hai.

yup.

he is right.

i still wana thanx him for scolding mi tat.

den he sae forget it.

let it end ba.

hai.

sob.

my heart broke.

but.

wat to do.

he oso sae abt my attitude.

yup.

den i realise my attitude sux.

REAL SUX!

my fault lor.

din appreciate him when he is ard.

onli noe how to regret when lose him.

hai.

i regret.

REAL REGRET!

sorry.

SORRY DESMOND!

sob.

yup.

im back to single again.

all my dreams are gone.

ALL GONE!

will it be fulfilled one dae?

hai.

wonder.

i still tell him i reallie hope tat we atill haf the chance to be together again.

hai.

but.

he already see the real mi le.

he still wan meh.

hai.

i reallie reallie very regret!

ARGH!!!!!!!

i still love him alot.

actually i reallie love him alot all the while de.

juz tat i dunno how to express out onli.

hai.

reallie.

ok.

forget it.

i oso dun wana irritate him anymore le.

if i still msg him.

i reallie got no more chance de lor.

hai.

i reallie learnt a big big big lesson.

will i wait for him.

hmm.

mayb will.

but.

i will still wait.

until he get his partner.

den i will si xin.

den i will wish him all the best.

=)

hmm.

juz now went to band.

aft band june ask mi wana go her hse for bbq or not.

chong meng and ismil got go.

so i go lor.

den aft the bbq we went town.

pub.

indochaine.

yeah.

for a drink lor.

i drank vodka.

lol.

den we left at 12+am.

den i reach hm nearly 1am.

hmm.

tml or later im working at 12pm.

actually i go work oso will be sad now.

coz.

got yuan ying.

and auntie alice.

hai.

forget it.

juz treat it normal ba.

suet.

cheer up.

u are a strong ger.

rmb.

no matter wat happen.

u still got ur 6 jies wif u.

=)